Monday, March 30, 2009

Praise You in this Storm


I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down 
and wiped our tears away, 
stepped in and saved the day. 
But once again, I say amen 
and it's still raining 
as the thunder rolls 
I barely hear You whisper through the rain, 
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls 
I raise my hands and praise 
the God who gives and takes away. 

Chorus: 
And I'll praise you in this storm 
and I will lift my hands 
for You are who You are 
no matter where I am 
and every tear I've cried 
You hold in your hand 
You never left my side 
and though my heart is torn 
I will praise You in this storm 

I remember when I stumbled in the wind 
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again 
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on 
if I can't find You 
and as the thunder rolls 
I barely hear You whisper through the rain 
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls 
I raise my hands and praise 
the God who gives and takes away 

Chorus 

I lift my eyes onto the hills 
where does my help come from? 
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth 
I lift my eyes onto the hills 
where does my help come from? 
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth 

Chorus 

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

face down



Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again,
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt!
She said "This doesn't hurt!"
She said "I finally had enough!"

Face down in the dirt!
She said "This doesn't hurt!"
She said "I finally had enough!"

(Screaming)
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt!
She said "This doesn't hurt!"
She said "I finally had enough!"

prayer and "What if his people prayed"

Prayer is an intricate part of the bible. One search through the NIV brought up 155 times where the word prayer is mentioned. The word "pray" brought up 365 results. Prayer is our way of connecting with God. It is how we talk to him and let him know that we acknowledge His presence. It is one of the most powerful tools we have as Christians and one of the best.

So just what does the bible say about prayer. Well it obviously says many things, but surprisingly enough there aren't any real directions for prayer until the New Testament. Matthew 6:5 is one of the first times Jesus addresses the topic of prayer. He commanded "And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full." So Jesus is not telling us that we can't pray publicly, however, He is saying that our reason for prayer should be to talk to Him, not to look good. Jesus continues with His lesson on prayer from Matthew 6:5-9. These verses continue to make note that it is better to pray in private where you can be sure that you are not praying to look good.

The next time Jesus mentions prayer is in Matthew 21:22. This verse says 21Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done. 22If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." Jesus is telling us that prayer works, and that God always answers prayers. It does not guarantee that we will like how God answer but He will answer them. Another thing those two verses state is that faith can move mountains, which shows just how small our faith really is (please note that this shouldn't be translated literally, it is figurative speech).

Another thing we are taught that prayer can do for us is to cast out demons. In Mark 9:28-30 28After Jesus had gone indoors, his disciples asked him privately, "Why couldn't we drive it out?" 29He replied, "This kind can come out only by prayer.[a]" 30They left that place and passed through Galilee. Jesus did not want anyone to know where they were. We can tell from this verse that prayer is a tool that can be used to cast out demons.

Another interesting thing said about prayer is that it is mentioned repeatedly that we should devote ourselves to prayer. Paul says this in Colossians 4:2 and numerous other times. James also tells us in chapter 5 that we should "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."

So just in review here is what I covered.
Prayer is/can do all of the following:

useful, when combined with faith anything can be done

drive out demons

ease sickness (there are numerous accounts of praying for healing in the new church, and Jesus himself prayed to heal people from time to time)

something that we should devote ourselves to

finally we reviewed that prayer is powerful if you have faith and are saved.

prayer is not:

to be used for fame

to be a bunch of random babbling (continue reading all the verses I mentioned even if I didn't post them)



I hope that this proved helpful to anyone who was looking to find out what prayer is



What if the armies of the Lord
Picked up and dusted off their swords
Vowed to set the captive free
And not let satan have one more

What if the Church, for heaven's sake
Finally stepped up to the plate
Took a stand upon God's promise
And stormed hell's rusty gates

Chorus I:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His faith, yeah
And turn from their old ways

And what would happen if we prayed
For those raised up to lead the way
Then maybe kids in school could pray
And unborn children see light of day

What if the life that we pursue
Came from a hunger for the truth
What if the family turned to Jesus
Stopped asking Oprah what to do

Chorus I:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His face yeah
And turn from their own way
Chorus II:
He said that He would hear
His promise has been made
He'll answer loud and clear, yeah
If only we would pray

Bridge:
If My people call by My name
If they'll humble themselves and pray
If My people call by My name
If they'll humble themselves and pray

Choruses:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His face, yeah
And turn from their old ways
He said that He would hear
His promise has been made
He'll answer loud and clear yeaah
If only we would pray

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

tomorrow

thanks to jeff i finally have a new idea for a post, check back tomorrow night for my post on prayer
Haha, I could see myself playing drums for this band and getting into just like he does.





I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you till my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I’m suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I’ve died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I’m ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I’m suffocating

Bridge:
Tell me when I’m gonna live again
Tell me when I’m gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I’m gonna feel inside
Tell me when I’m gonna feel alive

Tell me when I’m gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I’m gonna feel inside
Tell me when I’ll feel alive

Monday, March 23, 2009

My Own Prison




A court is in session, a verdict is in
No appeal on the docket today
Just my own sin
The walls are cold and pale
The cage made of steel
Screams fill the room
Alone I drop and kneel
Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion
Shackled by my sentence
Expecting no return
Here there is no penance
My skin begins to burn

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

I hear a thunder in the distance
See a vision of a cross
I feel the pain that was given
On that sad day of loss
A lion roars in the darkness
Only he holds the key
A light to free me from my burden
And grant me life eternally

Should have been dead
On a Sunday morning
Banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

[Guitar break]

I cry out to God
Seeking only his decision
Gabriel stands and confirms
I've created my own prison
I cry out to God
Seeking only his decision
Gabriel stands and confirms
I've created my own prison

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

Should've been dead on a Sunday morning
banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Philosophia




Philosophia
When we’re young we set our hearts upon some beautiful idea
Maybe something from a holy book or French philosophia
Upon the thoughts of better men than us we swear by and decree a
Perfect way to end the war of ways the only way to be a…

Work of art, oh to be a work of art

But in time a thought comes tugging on the sleeve edge of our minds
Perhaps no perfect way exists at all, just many different kinds
Oh but if it’s just a thing of taste then everything unwinds
For without an absolute how can the absolute define…

A work of art, oh to be a work of art

Saturday, March 21, 2009

You Are Mine



It doesn’t take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what’s seems the millionth time

Whenever I hear
Of your saving grace
And how you gave your life
In exchange for mine

Sometimes I wonder why you even love me
And why you ever chose to call me child
Then I remember
It’s by your sacrifice
I can say that
I am yours and you are mine

It doesn’t take much
For me to shed a tear
And you have done so many things
To make me cry
Whenever I think
Of all that I’ve done wrong
And everything that you have done
To make it right

It doesn’t take much
For my heart to break
And you have done it
For what’s seems the millionth time

Friday, March 20, 2009

It is well

These guys are freaking awesome, they know how to get a crowd into it and they can play like there's no tomorrow





I can't find the lyrics so you'll just have to watch the video, sorry. They are pretty similar to the hymn so if you know that then you get the general point.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Voice of Truth





Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes 
To climb out of this boat I'm in 
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown 
Where Jesus is, 
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name 
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times 
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me 
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win, 
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh, what I would do 
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant 
with just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound 
of a thousand warriors 
shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out 
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times 
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me 
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win, 
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

But the stone was just the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they don't seem so high
from on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
when I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

But the voice of truth tells me a different story 
The voice of truth says "do not be afraid" 
And the voice of truth says "this is for my glory" 
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe (I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the voice of truth
I will listen and believe 
'Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to you.. oh you are 

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Caught in the middle

Recently on my way home from band practice the song "Somewhere in the Middle" came on my ipod.  I was sitting there, listening to the lyrics, singin along when I knew them in my out of key voice :), and admiring the violin work that makes Casting Crowns Casting Crowns.  All of a sudden I realized what they were saying.  As American Christians we are caught in the middle.  We believe, but we don't practice.  We preach but we don't follow.  We talk the walk, but don't walk the talk.  Then another revelation hit me (or it might have been the chicken I ate, which was very good anyways) Pastor Brian had talked about this on Sunday.  For those of you who weren't able to attend Sunday morning at CCV we pretty much had a come to Jesus sermon, where Brian acknowledged how he felt he failed in leading CCV and told us about changes to come.  First of all, my hats of to Brian, I really think that he said something that's needed to be said for a long time.  I'm looking forward to what is going to happen to our church in the near future.  Anyway, back to my original topic.  In his sermon Pastor Brian made a comment that, we're in the middle in our faith (again, i could be wrong but i don't think i am).  If I am right he then proceeded to state that this is really the worst place for a Christian to be if they're complacent.  I believe it is, I mean, if you're in the middle, then you believe but you don't live.  I believe that a sin committed in ignorance of the law is not as bad as a sin committed with full knowledge of the law.  So my question is this, are you caught in the middle?  I hope that if you are you will try to move on to become a fully devoted follower of Christ.  I just want to say sorry for my rambling method in this post but ohh well.


Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middle

Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Love is Not a Fight

The song of the day is...... Love is Not a Fight by Warren Barfield



Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we answer in
And then commit to never leave

Lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Love is a shelter in the raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave, may God send His angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word
That they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do

Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing of us
But demand we give our all

I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for

Amazing Because It Is

The song of the day is...........   Amazing Because It Is by The Almost




I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been arching every part of me
Just to see
See
Why you need me to be
The boy you need me to be

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

I just wanna see

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
I'm the type of guy who lets it drive
Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy, 
I'm lost without you
I need you
I name you

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace (amazing grace)
How sweet the sound (how sweet)
That saved a wretch like me (that saved a wretch like me)
I once was lost
But now I'm found (you know I'm found)
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace (you're amazing)
How sweet the sound (you're amazing)
That saved a wretch like me 
I once was lost (it feels so bad when you're lost and alone)
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see

Monday, March 16, 2009

thoughts

Today I wore the prolife shirt I bought at PCTC for the first time.  I found it interesting how many people actually noticed it, and here I thought that few people payed attention to shirts.  Anyway the responses ranged from "Oh..." to "Why?" to "Hey, I like your shirt, where'd you get it?"  It amazed me how varied the responses where, but one thing I noticed is that the younger the person the more likely for the response to be negative.  Does that hold true for most young people? I don't know, but as far as my experience today went it did.

Grace Like Rain

Today my song is Grace Like Rain by Todd Agnew





Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now I'm found
Was blind but now I see so clearly

Chorus:
Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me
Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, washed away

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

Chorus

When we've been there ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun
We've no less days to sing Your praise
Than when we first begun

Chorus

Chorus

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The World Is Alive

The World Is Alive
Casting Crowns






Looking out from His throne, the Father of light and of men
Chose to make Himself known and show us the way back to Him
Speaking wisdom and truth into the hearts of peasants and kings
He began to unveil the Word that would change the course of all things

With eyes wide open, all would see

The Word is alive
And it cuts like a sword through the darkness
With a message of life to the hopeless and afraid
Breathing life into all who believe
The Word is alive
And the world and its glories will fade
But His truth, it will not pass away
It remains yesterday and forever the same
The Word is alive

Simple strokes on a page
Eternity's secrets revealed, carried on from age to age
It speaks Truth to us even still
And as the rain falls from Heaven, feeds the earth before it returns
Lord, let Your Word fall on us and bring forth the fruit You deserve

With eyes wide open, let us see

The Word is alive
His Word is alive

Saturday, March 14, 2009

English

Despite the fact that English is my least favorite subject, especially when you have to take tests, I found something interesting about our test on friday.  On the test the essay question asked about deformed consciences and the influences that created the deformed conscience.  It finnished with "Are these influences still around in the world today?"  I found that part really interesting and my response went something like this:

There are many influences that lead to deformed consciences in the world today.  In fact, almost everyone comes into contact with them.  I am even willing to go as far as to say that nearly everyone has a deformed conscience.  Look at all the hypocrites in the world.  Look at all the people who are willing to take a life before it even has a chance to start out, people who condone responding to death with death, people who murder, people who rape, people who spread fire.  Look at the people who hoard tons of money while their nextdoor neighbor starves to death because they can't afford food.  More people than not these days break the one vow that is supposede to last a lifetime.  Look at all of the rape in the world.  Look at all the violence.  Few people can claim to have a true conscience anymore.

There is hope however.  There is a growing number of people who don't want to be hypocrites anymore.  A spreading number of people who actually believe in what they believe.  An expanding mass of people who are willing to "walk the talk."  These people can change the world and they will.  So there is hope, because remember that "these three remain; Faith, Hope, and Love, and the greatest of these is love."

That is similar to what I and I thought it was interesting.

Flood

Thanks Jeff,





Rain, rain on my face
It hasnt stopped raining for days
My world is a flood
Slowly I become one with the mud

Chorus:

But if I cant swim after forty days
And my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me up
Lift me up - when Im falling
Lift me up - Im weak and Im dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - keep me from drowning again

Downpour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean, Im losing control
Dark sky all around
I cant feel my feet touching the ground

[chorus]

Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me

[chorus]

Lift me up - when Im falling
Lift me up - Im weak and Im dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - keep me from drowning again

Friday, March 13, 2009

Slow Fade

So I'm gonna try something new.  Everyday I'm going to pick a song I like, put the video up and give you the lyrics.  In addition about every other day I will also be adding some real thoughts and posts.  So here goes.  Btw there's a video at the bottom of the lead singer giving a mini sermon on the song.  I would suggest watching it to.  He makes some interesting points.

Slow Fade





Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray 
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray 
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see



I also found this video, it describes the meaning behind the song


Thursday, March 12, 2009

nervousness

Here's another blog where I'm going to be pretty much thinking out loud.  My question is this, why do people get nervous about talking/doing things in front of others.  Is it because they are worried of belittling themselves by doing something stupid? Are they afraid they will let someone down.  Do they not like the attention?  So many questions and so few answers.  Well not really I guess.  Everyone has their own fears depending on their situation.  For instance, if you are with a performing ensemble you may be afraid you will let others down.  If you're doing an individual thing then you may be concerned that you will will destroy your public image.  That i don't like to much.  Perhaps we should be afraid of not getting our point across, but being afraid of destroying your image isn't a good thing.  I think its kind of disapointing that we are so focused on ourself that we worry not about our message but about our image.  Maybe its just me though, w/e.

In order to make this post less of a waste I'll put up another song, the lyrics are on the video, pay special attention to the spoken part.


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Generativity

As many of you know I am a big proponent of helping the poor and those less fortunate than us.  My reasoning behind this is first; I like to help people, and second; the bible advocates it to the extreme.  Well it turns out helping other people is also endorsed by modern science.  George Valliant conducted a thirty year study of 95 highly intelligent men.  After the experiment was finished Valliant compared the thirty most successful and thirty least successful men.  One major thing was found in the successful men that wasn't found in the unsuccessful men, generativity.  Generativity is the essence of giving back to society, through community service or helping others.  The experiment demonstrated that this is a good predictor of how successful a person's life was.  So, perhaps the bible knows what its talking about and you can fare better if you follow its teachings as it suggests.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Wa Wa Wa

This might get me in trouble, but so be it.  In this post I'm going to tackle one of my pet peeves, Complaining.

Complaining is something that often gets on my nerves.  Perhaps its because I'm naive and look for the best in things, or perhaps its just not who I am, but when I hear people complaining it makes me want to leave the room.  I don't have a problem with a thing here or there, I do that occasionally as well, but when there is chronic occurrences of whining about similar topics I begin to lose it.  Here's the main problem I have; people will complain day and night but they will never try to fix it.  All I want to say is "Fine, you found a problem with something, go and try to get it fixed then."  I don't even want to hear that you can't, that "I'm only a teenager" or "They'll never listen" or "what can I do?"  Guess what all those problems occur because you allow yourself to think them.  If you would actually try to do something you might just find out that they're all imaginary.  Also, even if at first you fail, then try try again.  It really works, believe me.  

The reason why I hate complaints so much is that personally I feel its a form of elitism.  If you're saying that one way is wrong then you are saying that you could do it better.  Well that's great, then come share your expertise with us...  No one ever does come forwards though do they?  Nope, they would rather mope around and whine about this or whine about that and never do a thing to fix it.

Once again, I'm not saying that every little complaint drives me off of my rocker.  I too will say "aw man, that's a really dumb rule," or "Gee, that probably should have been done like this" but I don't bring it up time and time again.

I guess that this was just me letting out some thoughts, and for those of you who would say "well look here, he's complaining too, isn't he?"  I answer back "Yes, I am complaining, but here's two things to keep in mind.  First you will probably never hear me speak of this again.  Second, I am doing something about this complaint by writing this blog, so back off."  Anyway, I hope I didn't offend anyone too much.

Until next time,
Godspeed. 

Saturday, March 7, 2009

My Jesus

I want to be like my Jesus.  Do you?




My Jesus
~Todd Agnew~
Which Jesus do you follow? 
Which Jesus do you serve?
 If Ephesians says to imitate Christ 
Then why do you look so much like the world?  

Cause my Jesus bled and died
 He spent His time with thieves and liars
 He loved the poor and accosted the arrogant
 So which one do you want to be? 

 Blessed are the poor in spirit 
Or do we pray to be blessed with the wealth of this land
 Blessed are they that hunger and thirst for righteousness 
Or do we ache for another taste of this world of shifting sand  

Cause my Jesus bled and died for my sins 
He spent His time with thieves and sluts and liars 
He loved the poor and accosted the rich 
So which one do you want to be? 
 
Who is this that you follow 
This picture of the American dream
 If Jesus was here would you walk right by on the other side or fall down and worship at His holy feet  

Pretty blue eyes and curly brown hair and a clear complexion
 Is how you see Him as He dies for Your sins
 But the Word says He was battered and scarred 
Or did you miss that part
 Sometimes I doubt we'd recognize Him 

Cause my Jesus bled and died 
He spent His time with thieves and the least of these
 He loved the poor and accosted the comfortable 
So which one do you want to be?  

Cause my Jesus would never be accepted in my church
 The blood and dirt on His feet would stain the carpet
 But He reaches for the hurting and despised the proud 
I think He'd prefer Beale St. to the stained glass crowd 
And I know that He can hear me if I cry out loud  

I want to be like my Jesus! 
I want to be like my Jesus!  

Not a posterchild for American prosperity, but like my Jesus 
You see I'm tired of living for success and popularity
 I want to be like my Jesus but I'm not sure what that means to be like You Jesus 
Cause You said to live like You, love like You but then You died for me 
Can I be like You Jesus? 
I want to be like my Jesus

Thursday, March 5, 2009

What I've learned

I think If I had to pick the one most important thing I've learned this year it would be this.  Mistrust.  You can't trust anything you see, no matter how replicable it may seem you always have to question.  I'm not talking about people here incase you weren't sure.  I'm talking about information.  Everything these days seems to have a twist.  Even "cold hard science" isn't as reputable as it may have you believe.  For instance, did you know that many people question the reputability of carbon-14 dating?  Or how about the fact that science talks about theories as if they will never be disproved?  Even in the field of psychology facts can be misleading.  Most research is done through surveys, but you have to question many things just to make sure the survey actually has weight.  For instance, I could give a survey about a new car asking customer's satisfaction and get outstanding results.  It would appear as if I had the best car in the world, but just who did I ask?  If I only asked employees of my company then you, as the consumer, may start to have some doubts about just how good the car actually is.  Even the news can be biased.  So much these days is uncertain, its no wonder my generation supposedly is the generation of an identity crisis.  The world is not always as it appears.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Talitha Koum

Today I would like to look at Mark Chapter five and throw some questions out there.  For those of you two lazy to look it up, Mark 5 has three main stories in it.  The first is the story of the man possed by a demon called Legion.  Legion got its name because it was composed of many demons.  Anyway, the story goes that Jesus tells Legion to leave the man.  Legion pleads with Jesus and finally asks to be allowed to enter the herd of pigs near by.  The pigs all run into the lake and kill themselves, the farmers return to town and tell their story, Jesus is turned away from the crowd, and the man cured by Jesus is turned back to his town.  So what is the purpose of this story?  Jesus doesn't get angry at the town like He tells His disciples to do when they are rejected.  In fact, Jesus turns away the man that he healed so that he can try to bring the good news to the town.  Why is this town so different?  Another thing, Jesus gave into the demon and allowed it to go into the herd of pigs.  Why is this?  I have a theory for this one.  I feel that Jesus here is trying to demonstrate His teaching of love your enemies, but that theory could be wrong.  

The next story in Mark is of a lady who suffered constant bleeding for twelve years.  She spent everything she had on doctors but none could heal her.  Word of Jesus reached her ear and she decided to give things one last go.  Following Jesus throw the crowd she managed to touch the hem of His cloak.  It was recorded that "immediately He felt the healing power go out of Him" and he turned around to see who had touched him.  "Who touched my robe?" He demanded.  Now I;m not sure how He said it but Jesus almost sounded angry, at least how I am reading it.  Then the woman steps forward, with a very sorrowful look on her face I can imagine, and says I did it.  Immediately Jesus seems to have mood swing, and says "Daughter, your faith has made you well.  Go in peace.  Your suffering is over."  Once again we are left with some questions.  What is the significance of this passage?  Well for that we can see that faith is really all that it takes, and this passage does a good job of describing that.  Why was Jesus so angry (or at least so it seemed to me, and i could be completely wrong) that someone had touched the hem of his cloak?

The final story in this chapter is about the little girl of a leader of a synagogue.  The girl was horribly sick and the father came to Jesus asking him to save her.  On route to the father's home the child dies, but Jesus ends up saving her.  Yadda yadda yadda, the moral is never give up hope.  My real question is in the way that Jesus tells the daughter to awaken.  "Talitha koum" he said, which is arabic for "little girl, get up."  Why did Jesus use that phrase, in that language.  As far as I am concerned it is the only time the bible records a specific phrase Jesus used.  So what is so special about it?  

I posed a lot of questions in this post and not a lot of answers.  If you have an answer to any of these I ask that you could impart your knowledge to me.  I would like to know.

Until next time
Godspeed

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

The Sabath

Pastor Brian spoke about this in the last get out of debt series we had.  He made a point that Chick-Fil-A seems to be doing very well as a business, even in this tough economic time, but it doesn't open on Sundays.  Anyway, now that you know all that heres what I'm really planning on talking about.

In Mark Chapter 2 Jesus Speaks on the Sabath. What happens is the disciples pick some grain to eat while walking through the field.  The Pharisees see this and make note of it to Jesus.  "Look, why are they breaking the law by harvesting on the Sabath?" they said.  Jesus came back with a story about David from the old testament which does a good job of getting the disciples off the hook.  However, its what is written afterwards that I find most interesting.  To conclude the chapter, Mark records Jesus as saying, "The Sabbath was made to meet the needs of the people, and not people to meet the requirements of the Sabbath."  That's very interesting wouldn't you say.  Pretty much Jesus is saying, "Look, the sabbath wasn't made to be a challenge for you.  Meeting the requirements of the Sabbath wasn't the purpose.  The purpose is that humans have the best life we they take a day off."  We as humans need a Sabbath.  We need to take a break or else we will be burnt out.  God is pretty intelligent, He doesn't just make rules because He wants to make us struggle, He makes them because He knows that they will help us.  I'm willing to bet that we can apply this logic to the law as well.  The law wasn't created to make us struggle, it was created because humans need something to guide them, or else we would spend our lives doing a lot of junk that was not beneficial to ourselves. 

So, in conclusion, trust God.  He knows what He is talking about.  Give yourself a day off, even if you feel you can't afford it.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Thoughts

First of all I would like to apologize for not posting at all for a long while.  I kept meaning to but never got to it.

Second I would like to reflect on PCTC a little.  For those of you who don't know CCV's student ministries recently attended the Pennsylvania Christian Teen Conference held in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania.  It was a great trip, with truly inspirational speakers.  The theme for the weekend was John 6.66 Don't Leave and it was focused on many things in Christianity.  Another awesome fact was that we got to see Matt Silver, who was our youth pastor for a long time.  It was great getting to see him and getting caught up.

Finally on to the true topic of this post.  

Remember the story when Jesus calmed the seas?  If you don't you can go look it up, its found in Mark, chapter 4, verses 35-41.  Pretty much the disciples and Jesus were in a boat when a massive storm hit.  Jesus was asleep and the disciples got really afraid.  They new that at any second the storm could capsize the boat leaving them all dead.  So they all ran to Jesus and shouted "Teacher, don't you care that we're going to drown?"  I can imagine the fear on their faces as the waves washed over the boat.  Jesus was their only chance.  And he delivered.  Yes, Jesus quieted the waves and the wind.  However two things can be taken out of this.  

In the final verse it is stated that "The disciples were absolutely terrified.  'Who is this man?' They asked each other.  'Even the wind and waves obey him!'" Were not the disciples the ones who awakened Jesus hoping he could save them?  I mean, why were they so scared, they asked him to save them so they must have expected something would've happened.  Then again, maybe they didn't.  Maybe like most people they didn't really trust Jesus.  Maybe when they took their problem to God they didn't actually expect something to happen (just a note: I don't think that they had realized that Jesus was the Son of God yet so technically they might not have known that they were taking their problem to God yet).  Thats actually not too hard to believe.  Most people these days don't expect God to respond to their problems, but every time they bring it to Him, He does.  Even if we don't realize it, or don't expect it God always responds to our problems in some way.  That is the first thing we can take out of this story.

The second thing that we can get from this comes not from the disciple's fear, but from Jesus' anger.  When awakened Jesus was a little grumpy (and i would be to).  He got up and calmed the storm with vicious commands.  "Silence! Be Still!" He told it.  Then Jesus turned to the disciples.  "Why were you afraid?  Do you still ahve no faith?" He asked them.  That was pretty much Jesus saying, "You woke me up for this???"  Did the disciples really expect God to just let Jesus be killed by the storm?  I mean come on, even if they didn't know He was the Son of God they stil must have realized He was special.  He made a living performing miracles.  If I was Jesus I would've been like, "Come on people, do you have gray matter between your ears?!"  Honestly though, if I was in the same spot as the disciples I would have done the same thing.  See the disciples were human, just like us, and just like us, they can't comprehend that God has a plan for us, and even though the present may seem horrible, dark or scary, the result is a triumph.  We really don't have a complete trust in God.  Its almost impossible, but we should still try.

So I guess the overall topic of this post is that as humans, our trust for God is not nearly where it should be.  I think that we should make it our foremost goal to increase our trust in God to the point we truly believe that He has a plan for us.  

Until Next time,
Godspeed