Sappy moment for the year.

So everyone, this is my sappy moment for the year.

Tomorrow is Worship Night at CCV.  The band has been practicing quite literally for months.  the techies (mainly matt) have been preparing nearly as long.  Tomorrow night everything we've worked for comes to fruition.  While I was downstairs repacking my drums after my final alone run-through I had my songs blasting through my ipod singing out of key and just being happy.  Tomorrow is going to be great no matter what happens.

this is especially for the band and tech members.

We all have reason to be angry/anxious going into tomorrow.  For some we're feeling that way because of worship night and everything that is happening and has happened.  I'll admit I was very angry at some of the practices because I felt like not everyone was pulling their own weight.  but honestly, how can we be angry?  We're getting together to worship the most kind and loving God.  We're not here for personal gains, to make ourself seem bigger than we are.  And I think thats why some of us have gotten angry (myself included).  I really think that we made this more about ourselves than we should have, I know I did.  But I realized that this isn't about me, its not about us in the band, its not about the tech team, is not about CCV, its not even about the people who will be attending.  This night is all about God and how amazing he is. As I let go my anger built up over the last few weeks I started really getting into my music.  I sang (out of key) hummed, air drummed, and smiled.  I felt the same excitement that I get right before I leave for CIY.  thats what we all need to feel.  That excitement that we are allowed to sing/play/do lights/run sound/do whatever it is for such an amazing God.  Even if no one shows up tomorrow there should still be so much energy that the walls fall down (figuratively) because there will still be at least 12 of us worshiping the God that we all love.  some of you may say that we're not the ones worshiping but we are.  God has given each and everyone of us these gifts so that we can praise His name for ever.

Guys, tomorrows gonna be awesome!!!!!!!!